A man in my dream...

A dream,
i lost someone..
an important person...
as I remember,
he was trying to commit suicide
because of his lovers...
and he's missing...

he is king, i think,
he got many women,
who he's love and who love him...
I am included, one..who fell in love with him...

Everybody trying to find him, doesn't know he is still alive or not...
there was a lift to the top, his women just want to find him,
so everyone take the lift and they want to be the first person to got him...
It was like a hide and seek...but,
nobody found him...
and my dream jump to attend his funeral so sudden...

I wear a white dress, crying...
I hope he's still here...
the feeling so deeply, he just like a family member or a partner...
that i don't want and i can't without him in my live...
and i woke up with tears*