DeSire...

Something you can't control yourself to have it...

I can't calm down myself to keep thinking for my further study...

I did a lot of researches..I hope it can be use..one day...

I really WANT to have a different life...

to keep experiencing my memories...

Now is like a breathe stuck there...always...

I keep trouble myself...

what if it can't comply...

i really don't know how depth of disappoint can be ...

which i can't afford...

I think I will lost my motivation...

Think another way, what if it is not a good choice to goes on...so..hmm...

bless*